Randomness

{This might sound crazy…just believe that I’m not} I talk to myself a lot. Especially while at the gym. I am constantly talking to myself. “It’s only 65 minutes of cardio” “You can do it” “No one is watching you, and if so who cares” “Just keep running” “Breathe in, Breathe out” “Breathing makes it easier” “Push yourself” … I feel like I can hear Bob or Jillian {from the Biggest Loser} in my head.

Speaking of The Biggest Loser…Did you catch it last night? I think right now my favorite is the orange team. The son on the orange team totally pulled at my heartstrings when he was weighing in and tearing up. There also seems to be this theme of Love…and not having it, but wanting it. I can relate.

I feel like that darn mountain is calling my name. Grr... I think I need to have a go at it. Ugh…Blast! Anyone else? {I think that would be a fun date. To hike that mountain at dusk and watch the sun go down and have a picnic overlooking the city lights.}

And I am thinking of the whole asking a guy out on a date thing. I swore after my last experience that I would not ask a guy out on a date. But guys are just not doing it. Really, what’s the worst that could happen? But then again I am not sure I am quite brave enough to do that yet. {My name is Krissa and I have a fear of rejection}

I think crushes are annoying. {Anyone else…no…no…} Let me {try to} explain why. I don’t know about you but when I have a crush on someone I think about it too much. Not that I am trying to either. He is just there. In my mind. And I find I get in my head way too much. Over-analyzing things. And it seems that nothing goes anywhere with it. I get all too concerned that they aren’t interested. I feel like I get all weird. I am to aware of everything going on when I am near him. I feel like people are watching. I need to not care. Is that the trick?

This all seems to be connected. Nice flow huh?
Alright…I am off to the gym…oh joy! {oh look and that brings us right back to the beginning.}