Oh...HIB...

{Remember when I talked of you first here...and then here}

Oh HIB… We meet again.
Well not officially.
Finally made it back to institute with some friends.
It was nice to see you there.
No, I know. We didn’t talk.
But they are determined to make that happen next time.
Me. I’m just fine looking at you. :)
{Seriously, why and how are you still single?}
You’re that guy that’s always surrounded by gorgeous skinny girls;
therefore making it uncomfortable to approach you.
But next time.
Next time we will meet.
They are determined to make it happen.

a letter to HIB

{let me preface this by telling you that if you are unsure as to who HIB is then I would like to refer you to this post.
And for those of you who saw my status on FB, well this is why}

Dear HIB,

I finally made it to institute last night with Amanda. {after I think, 3 weeks of being unable to go}
You were there. {my heart skipped a beat}
No, I did not get the chance to talk to you, I am sorry.
I know. Please don’t be disappointed.
I did smile and you smiled back. {I’m taking baby steps}
But I have to admit.
Something weird happened. {And I am trying to figure out why.}
For whatever reason about halfway through the evening {after the smile} all the sudden you and your friends just kept looking over where we were standing.
It was weird.
It happened several times.
It reminded me of High School.
Completely awkward!
Ugh!
I left last night feeling more hopeless than ever.
I am now worried about next week.

xoxo,
your crush who is much too shy to approach you and secretly hoping you will take the first step